malem takbiran

hows your day? mine? was so great and uh-mazing B)

spent a day with my boyfie, named ole :-] we went to central park and went to cinema. friendship was still amazing tho ive seen it 2 times. we went to sky dining, plaza semanggi but then CLOSED! DAMN._. so we have changed the plan, plan A: Blok S. ya you know lah ya, perut ole tuh besar perlu asupan gizi secepatnya apalagi dia lagi 'puasa' hehehehehehehehehehehe karna blok s so far far away akhirnya makan di ef pancoran situtuh ada hokben muter muter sampe jam menunjukkan stgh 10. dad, am sowwy ga lagi2 pulang malem hehe maaf ga izin juga tp udah izin sm mama kok tium papa dulu ah:*

anw ole tuh zupadupa sweet beroh, ilovehimtothebones. kalo mau ngambek sm doi, paling gkbs. tauga kenapa? soalnya he always know how to make me smile, laugh, blushing at the same time.

PS: le, stop hurting my neck. terus gausah sombong mentang2 kuat gendong aku. terus gue bosen. sendirian di puncak. kedinginan. butuh ole. nih mukanya sedih in needed of ole, banget :{

the best woke up, so far :}

august, 28-29th

we were skypeing for lyk 4,5hours then my boyfie having sahur so am waiting til done! i havent sahur yet because i have no food, no friends, no dad, no sister even my cousins. you know what suram is? yay me!! after sahur we went sleep he sing me to sleep hihi i love it. then we sleep um its about 04.30 am and i woke up at 06.30 and when i woke up he's still there {}{}{} and my eyes wow O.O lyk Panda.


august, 29-30th

at Puncak. my mom decided to go to here. hahh am alone. and so you know, my boyfie is the best boyfriend ever so he called me via skype we were singing all night long. oh how i love when my boy playing guitar, pretty sexy uh? :-}


always sing me to sleep :P



my baby ole alay



my babyole is still sleeping ;D

Kungfu Panda 2 so effin funny!

just got home from sency and tebet with my baby ole :3

Kungfu Panda 2 so effin funny! you have no idea how often i laugh at Po. then we went to Dunkin Donuts, tebet. he hold my hand while across the street just want to make sure i'll feel safe. he never afraid saying 'iloveyou' in public. the way he hug and kiss me by surprise always be my favorite part of my life. Ole always made my day. thankyou for today baby ole, you are uh-mazing!♥

#BoysWho

the way ole treat me always be my favorite part of my life! i'm complete now! ;D

#Boys who listen to what you have to say, not because they have to, but because they care
#Boys who always smile when you're together
#Boys who always know just what to say to make you blush
#Boys who casually put their arms around you.
#Boys who hold your hand without asking.
# Boys who kiss you all over your face until you smile
#Boys who can't go a day without talking to you.
#Boys who like to play with your hair
# Boys who rub your thumb while holding hands.
#Boys who give amazing hugs.
#Boys who sing to you.
#Boys who have standards, and don't go for every girl they see
#Boys who make you feel safe.
#Boys who go shopping with you and don't complain.
#Boys who hold your sides and look into your eyes while having a conversation
#Boys who whisper in your ear.
#Boys who try to make you smile or laugh when you act mad.
# Boys who make a good impression on your friends and family.
#Boys who can cook.
#Boys who refuses to hang up the phone at night to spend a little time with you, even though they're tired.
# Boys who sing you to sleep.
#Boys who aren't afraid to say, "I love you" in public or around their friends.
#Boys who aren't afraid to be themselves, no matter who's around.
#Boys who only like you, not a million other girls.
#Boys who make jokes and look back at you to see if you're laughing.
#Boys who wouldn't want to change one thing about you, except for your last name.
#Boys who brush your hair behind your ear before they kiss you.
#Boys who perfectly remember the first time you met.
# Boys who are sweet, but not to the point where it's corny.
#Boys who are in bands
#Boys who are awkward, but it makes them even cuter.
#Boys with long eye-lashes.
#Boys who don't use you then leave.
#Boys who hug and kiss you by surprise.
# Boys who don't flirt with every single girl.
#Boys who you can never stay mad at, because every time you look at them you can't help but smile.
#Boys who remember small details about you.
#Boys who would rather stay inside and watch movies with you all night than go to a party.
#Boys who you can trust with anything.
#Boys who hug you tightly and don't let go.

been nowhere.

its holidays here. and my days lately? it has been lyk... um not-so-good. when i got bored i usually go on Dvds for lyk 3 or 4 of them. i go online. post something on my blog, view your accounts, stare at the pictures of yours. its been sadly 96hours since the day we hang out.

ive watch this Dvds which my sister bought. aah its-a-must-watch-movies.


and the next day, i go online. decided my boyfie to go to online either. we were skype-ing for lyk 2 hours. i miss him. suer. samber geledek. so, here it is the pict:



haha cutest boys alive! he played with his smack down "doll" um doll, isnt it? i cant stop laughing. ya know, he always know how to make me laugh<3


when i said 'le aku foto ya gaya dong gaya.. 1..2...3....' terus langsung gitu gayanya haha my boy is funny ryt? i love himmmmmmm

2days-in-a-row with oyee

hai. aku ole. aku enjut. aku suka makan mcd. pahaku besar. sebesar cintaku padamu. haish.

yay 2days-in-a-row with oyee!♥
plan: watching ladda land at Blitz Grand Indo but ladda land thingy is over so we were taking fast and furious 5. the film was amazing and awesome ahhh. then we went to kafe betawi for break-fasting yayyyy! that picture taken by me. candid ;3

next day:
driving by myself to Tebet in the morning ya know having study in the morning not-so-good so-not-good whatev. but theeen i went to komplek akabri yayy nyulik oye bentaaar buat nemenin makan sekalian jalanjalan. we went to epicentrum. lunch at comic cafe. kenyangnya nampol. ohya! we took some photos also:$ deadanolenarsis

ole genit. kedip kedipin mata. gue senyum senyum kegirangan. dasar alay luuuu.

mukanya ole polos. kaya pantat bayi. dia punya gue. gaboleh diambil pokoknya. awas ajasih kalo ngambil. kena tonjok sama gue. huh.

my baby ole way too sweet

I look in your eyes and all I see is my future, It may sound immature saying all these so young but that’s how I feel and my feelings don’t lie, it's true and will always stay true. When I’m with you I feel like I’ve something that no one else have in their life, I have someone so special who cares about me as much as I care about him and who loves me with everything which is something really hard to find. You make my everyday so special and something to look forward to.

You make me want to do better and make something out of myself, you’ve changed me, changed me so much that I’ve quit doing all the stupid things I used to do before meeting you. We face the difficulties any other relationships might face but ours is more special, the circumstances are different and no matter what I will always love you with all of my heart.

I’m grateful that I have you in my life and to call you my boyfriend. What we have is special and something no one can ever have, we are young and full of life and people may say it won’t last but baby believe it when I tell you this, I will make it last and it will last till the end of time with you by my side.

I feel like I’m finally worth something to someone and belong with them for the rest of my life. I promise no matter what I will always fight for you, stand for you and love you always. I can to keep you happy and always smiling. I can’t promise you a definite happy ending but one day we will have our day when we can say we have made it and not have to face these obstacles that we face now. My love towards will always be and stay true to you. . I am so lucky I have found a fantastic young man who loves me unconditionally and is super cute to boot. I will not let him go for anything in the world. I love you so much. Pinky Swear :-)




taken by: Rizky Mu


"aku cinta dea sampe mati<3 bodo amat"

Random songs

I'm in a total boredom
Sitting nicely in the corner of my room
Listening to random songs
Posted a blog by my laptop

All these random songs keep reminding me of you
Somehow all the things i have smell of you
I miss you. a lot. a lotta more.
My head keeps playing the clip of all the time we've been together
Automatically
I dont know how to stop missing you
It plays itself, automatically

Then i'm stuck
Its lyk theres something explode inside my head
The clip stopped
I'm lost

Now playing: DJ Got Us Falling In Love - Usher ft Pitbull

P.S : gue bosen. sendirian. ole belum bangun. mati yuk.

olee for life

Im gonna write about stuffs. Not really stuff, it's just it. Im gonna share what's inside crawling down my thoughts. Ive never felt like this before. The feel you made me feel. And if i had the whole world to describe how much you mean to me, it wouldnt all fit. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. i love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride, so i love you because i know no other way. And If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever. If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. If you're asking if I love you, the answer is yes I do. Thank you for loving me that much♥



this photo: meliapolis, Plaza Indo. we were having dinner oh i mean break-fasting together with my family at koiki restaurant, Plaza Indo. yak, another awkward situation.

oleee all the way

thats it

This is my dream. u knw lee, since 3rd of August 2011 I'm yours. Right? it's fun and I might think that we will live happily ever after. together. You and I both. Just lyk in a cinderella story or rapunzel or snow white or other fairy tales. But this is different, we're different. I want to be with you! No matter how sad or happy. I just want to grow old with you le. Make you smile whenever you're sad. I wish later you'll say those words that makes me stay with you.

A wedding. You're wearing a tux and I'm wearing a dress. A ring full of promises. Live together. Having OUR own house. Sleep together, you hug me til morning. Having a family . Grow our child(s) together. I'll make a breakfast, lunch, and dinner for our family:p or maybe we can make it together. Take them to schl. Taking many pictures. Having a family vacation. Having a sweet hang dinner in our Anniversary. Remembering our memories together. Spoiled me like a little girl. Teach our child right.

That's it. The point is that I love you so much. I want to spent everything with you.

Let the future flow. Let it flow by itself. What we have to do now is just to wait. What we have to do now is to wait till it's the time for us to be an adult so we can choose, we will choose that can make a big-many changes in our life. What we have to do now is just like this. Be in love, ALWAYS. Be in love with each other, everyday and everytime.

Maybe it's too much. I'm asking too much for the future. lyk I've been writing here what I want. I don't even know if it maybe disappoint me. But I do believe that I love you. That you love me. That we're both in love. Be in love is not a mistake. Right?☺

We don't care abt what other thinks. We are who we are. Nothing gonna change us. We will do it with our way. We will through all of it with our way.

I want to be with you. I wanna grow old with you..
Ole♡

august, 3rd

it all started by bbm. i asked him bout yasporbi (school where i am at now) when the very first day of my school his friends kept on mocking me they were lyk "ole ole ole" i was lyk "whats up with that?" at first, i really didnt give a damn. but then, things seemed has to change. “OLE GANTENG YA HAHAHAHA" well i know it sounds awkward. OH WELL..........

as the time goes by, he went to my home with his friend. situation: awkward. and then on august, 3rd 2011 he labeled me at tebet after break fasting together "dea, mau jadi pacar gak" and i was lyk @&^%$ finally!! this is so tempting!!


I'm so lucky to have him around. Im so lucky to wrap his hands around me. Although he's my junior at school, i dont mind. I really dont. You know when you are really in love with someone, Age, Distance, Weights, Heights are just damn numbers. And if being crazy means living life as if it matters, then i dont mind being completely insane for you. i love you with all my butt ;p i would say heart but my butt is bigger. HAHAHA no, i love you to the bones. Please take care of this heart with you. I know what i want, because i have it in my hands right now, You.