October 20, 2012

he loves me not

and............yea again
he doesnt love me

October 17, 2012

:(

so here i am, back with the saddest thing in my life.

hows ur days lately? been good. well, i tried to make it all good.

you've changed Le in a way that i wish i never exist those days. you throw my love for you away lyk you dont need it anymore and that hurts, really. why you have to be lyk this? its lyk i dont know you anymore, its lyk a part of my soul was gone and i REALLY want to take it back the way "it" used to be. dont you miss the old of us? spent time together, theres no "tired" words out from our mouth, when saying "i love you", those silly conversations, you mad at me because i ate food that i shouldnt eat, care to me lyk you dont want any bad things happen to me, talking about our future, midnight chat that always fly me to the moon, take a silly pictures together, give a gift to others, post something sweet when anniversaries come, when you always gimme a kiss in the eye, cheek and hug me as tight as you can, dont you miss the old of us? i know you're tired with your school stuff and i do understand. but you see, i'm busy with my college stuff as well quiz everyweek, assignments everyday and the other shit stuff. im tired either. but im trying..... at least be there for you. but these months, weeks, days, hours, secs lately i'm feeling unwanted. its lyk you dont need me anymore, you dont love me anymore, you dont care with me anymore. i do positive thinking, maybe you want to see me grow up. but if this part of "growing up" hurts i dont wanna be in that way. i wanna be your "never grow up" girlfriend. God, take me back to the old Ole, please? can I?

iloveyouforeverandalwaysLe♥