Is it too much? Ehh?

Hey thereeee is it too much if i said i miss you when we just met this noon? Aaah i miss you more each day 

 hhh having my heart beating so fast just because chatting with ole's mom. I know its too much. But, Le aku gapernah dikenalin gt. I swearrrr never been so panic before never been senorak ini before never been sesalting ini before!! So, wajarlah ya....Talk bout future:$ i know im too young to say this buuttt you know life is short i want you to be my last. I dont want another man. Is it too much to ask for? And Le, could you please hold my hand and tell me that everything is forever? ;) 

I can't believe someone as ordinary as I am could have someone so wonderful as you are hahaha thankyousomuchh le for being sucha great guy for me. Youre a boy that a girl couldnt ask for more. IloveyouevenGodknows<3 

Thankyou :-]

Today, this morning. The sweetest moment, so far. After fought all night long just because the same damn thing. Get shocked by your bbm "dea aku dibawah" i replied "boong" he came to my apart just to say sorry hehehe never been so happy before. Never thought youre so damn sweet haha am blushing:$ gatau mau bilang apalagi but thanks for being the best boyf ever. 
believe me Le i wont have a fight in my relationship with you but sometimes it shows me how important you're in my life.
I have one quote that i love the mostttt! 
 "I've already given up a lot of things in my life, but you're the last thing I won't."

I feel like, I love you more each day. And not knowing how, or why or from where. It just happened from the very first time I met you in high school. And you've changed me, so much. In a good way. To be a better person for you. To do everything good for you. To understand you. To be happy seeing you smile either with me or not with me. I thank God for letting you to be here with me. I thank God for letting me to have you around. And you always beside me, everytime you can make it.

Actually, I have an un-post blog in my note. but I think, that's just too much so I won't post it. And so here I am, trying to write another blog. And talking about the quote in the first sentence, yes, it's true. I promise to my self that I will never give up on you. I will never stop fight for you. And will always stand for you no matter how might hard the condition is. I love you to infinity and beyond, Ole. Forever Mine. Forever Yours.
Thankyou for made promises, noww show me you'll never break the promises that we made together. iloveyouLe. icantfindanyotherwordstoshowyouwhatifeel.

Hoaaaahhh! Got my report card, not too bad got rank 2 from 18 peoplee on my class.  iThank God. Btww im so happy got my holiday for over 2 weeks ahead. Means that i can lying in my bed all day, watching a lot of dvd's haha you know what? I SMELLED HEAVEN already. Have a plan to go to Puncak to celebrate new year's eve. Hows your holiday? Uh-mazing? Mine sooo great so farB) 

i miss youuuuu way too much!

hhhhh how are you there? fine? feelin better? much better? where hv you been? i miss you way too much. i miss you so badly and i cant stand it. signal please be friendly at least for this 2 days ahead. :'c

i cant go a day without talking to you, Le. i really cant. aku kangen Le, tolong..... i wish you were here. got nothing to do, been nowhere not in the mood. taugaasih Le kebawa mimpi nih, setiap bobo kebangun malem terus langsung check handphone. ternyata blm ada kabar dr kamuuu. bbm/sms/telfonku gaada yang masukkkk! huh tau bete gaaa? #nowplaying wish you were here- avril lavigne. hhmmm aku minta maaf bgtbgt Le, i know im sucks. i know im stupid enough. aku ngiranya kamu masih marah garagara kmrn pagi thats why kamu gamau ngasih kabar ke aku terus aku jadi bt+kesel bgt sm kamuu. Leeeeeee!! gmnsih caranya ngmg sm kamu at least for a minute just to hear ur voice tau kangen banget parahparahparaaahhh. maafin aku bgtbgt ya sygggg. maaf banget. kamu pasti kesel bgt ya sm akuuu skrg.....huhuhu kgnnnn :'c iloveyou! come back soon dong! nanti kita main sama nduti sama teddy lagi yah sayaaanggg makanyaa ayoo cepet pulang yaaanggg! :'c

Believe

so, fortunately I found this beautiful quote that will be my topic for now;

If you can't bring yourself to believe in him, what's meant to be won't be.

and YEP! that was the 'click'! just like other people said, if you had a dream, you have to believe that you can reach them. and just like Mariah Carey said, there can be miracle, when you believe.

well that was too far. but the point is, Believe.

that one sentence was said by Take. I might not have to force something to be happen, because when it supposed to be happen, then it will be. and so I thought I have to believe in him. no matter if every little thing forces me not to do, but if I believe in him, everything that meant to be or maybe I want to be, it will be.

the point is, I miss Ole.

HEHEHEHEHE.

no. there's not the point. the point is, I do believe in him. with all my heart. with all my conviction. because on the other side, I want something good to be happen if I bring my self to believe in him. something good that related to us. to our relationship. and because I want him to believe in me too that I will never lie to him even if the environment force me to. I believe that trust is one of the important thing in any kind of relationship. he's my man, he's my best friend, he's everything I could ever wish for, he's the one I wanna share my life with and I pray to God, please make him to be my future.

you just have to believe that someday, your prince will come to pick you up to the greatest and happiest feeling you may have in your life

-

Everything seems ryt til i found out those notes on ole’s phone. It pissed me off. It reminds me about what happened 2 years ago. Im the type of a girl that won’t believe in any guy that time this traumatic feeling wont go away til i met you, Le. you make me forget bout those shit moments. But ryt now, those shit moments happened again, twice in my life. Pretty sad, eh? I thought you’re different. I thought you are a man who can treat her girl ryt. I tought you’ll never break my heart but once again thats just my thoughts :”””( when i knew bout that notes i tried to cheer myself up, i keep smiling, no matter how much things making me sad on the inside, i kept on talking with you lyk everything is okay, I tried to hide what i feel inside. Im fine. I’m totally fine. you’ll never know how it feels, Le hahaha but i’m okay.. you just see a smile that i fake. But i can’t lie to myself. I’m disappointed. Ihateyou but iloveyou more that i hate you. I love you way too much. cause when you truly care for someone, their mistakes never change our feelings because its the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares. But you know, you can say sorry a million times say iloveyou as much as you want say whatever you want whatever or however you want but if you’re not going to prove that the things you say are true then dont say anything at all. If you can’t show it your words dont mean a thing for me. Iloveyou but i yet belive in you anymore. I’m sorry Le. this massive pain is still aching me. #nowplaying Thankyou for the broken heart by J Rice.

Today is our anniv, it feels different yahh :’c

Sorry for not being a perfect girlfriend. i get jealous easily. I’m stubborn. I pms. I overthink. I get insecure. But i promise you that my heart its all yours.. i’ll be loyal i’ll be here when you need me. I’ll love you to the greatest extent i can. I’ll do whatever i can to hold our relationship together. Happy 4th months anniversary, Le.. thankyou for being there when i need you. I hope it will keep on..

happy 2nd months anniversary, njut.

october, 3rd
at first, i thought that day was special. but it wasn't. pms day 1 made my day even worse. so, that day i decided as my-another-bad-day :'''
ole asked me to hang out this saturday. am happy. at least he tried to made my day better. hiy ilovehim♥

october, 8th
he picked me up. he gave me something. then he told me to looked back. when i saw a box in the back seat of his car. i was lyk 'AAAAAH BUZZ LIGHTYEAR' I'm a huge fan of buzz lightyear. ah ole thankyou for the gift, i really lyk it. and i kissed his cheek:$
got buzz light year from ole

we watched green lantern. the film was uh-mazing. Ryan Reynolds way too cool. i cant help my self for falling in love with him. note: le, he is just an actor that never be mine. don't be jealous. iloveyou ahahahhahawhatever. we took some photos either. the result was cacat. lyk ole said gue harus berenti makan beng beng. my cheeks is getting bigger....


ole got an accident:( getbettersoon, njut. dont be trauma bout this ya. you're my man. my superhero. my everything. ilobeyou.

anw, thankyou for a-late-anniv-celebration. thankyou for the gift. once again, Happy 2nd months anniversary le. fight less, love more. lets make it last, forever. you KNOW when you've found that right person. .That no matter how bad you fight, no matter how much they hurt you, no matter what happens. The only person that can CLICK with you, in the whole world. I don't want anyone else. I only want to be with you. I want you. everytime girls come near you i get jealous. maybe sometimes we fight but i never wanted to get over it. bcs you're the person that i want to spent with, only you. please can we be the same lyk this? can we be in love lyk this? everyday? everytme? forever? i cant write all of the stuff we've been doing. but i know why i want to be with you i know why i got jealous i know why i really want you i know why i always miss you. its because i love you. Well here it is. here the fuck it is. I don't want anyone but him. Sometimes it takes making mistakes in life, to realize what you've done. taking a step back to realize that you've fucked up. Bad. bad this time. You can't live this one down. You cant go without pain, on this one. you can walk and talk your way out of everything, but this. this takes time, and effort. pain and heartache. But I don't care. Really!

You make me laugh at things that aren't funny. You make me smile without actually being here. You make my stomach flip by a text. You make my heart drop just by saying hi. I hate to admit it, but OH MYYYY GOD, you're beyond amazing. :D

Love is sweet when it's new, but it's sweeter when it's true! :) ♥ EVERY MOMENT I'M WITH YOU FEELS PERFECT. i feel safe when you hug me and kiss me. I wish those moments would never end. The way you look at me, your smile, your face, your smell, I wouldn't trade them for anything else. You are the best thing that came into my life, you are the greatest miracle God has ever given to me. I love you and I trust you with all my heart, and we'll make this love last.

Have no guts to say this long writing to you. Bcs I know you'll get bored when you read this long writing.;( So I post it on my blog. Hahahaha I love you le. Very Much. lyk my favorite scene on toy story said 'whatever happens at least we'll be together' 'for infinity&beyond' hehehehe iloveyou to infinity&beyond le♥

my kind of perfect

Stay with the guy who kisses your head instead of your lips,
who wants to show you off the world when you're alone,
who holds your hands in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just that pretty without make up on.
Love the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
The guy who is constantly reminding of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends and say: "That's her."

i get jealous easily

yesterday night i had a lil chit chat with one of my best friends. I shared a lot of stories, jealous is our topic.

Gue cerita kalo gue lagi jealous that night.

Well, as you know i get jealous easily. Kadang alesan gue jealous itu ga masuk akal. Gue jealous karna ole pergi sama temen temennya ke puncak. Disitu ada cewe. Terus gue jealous. Konyol? Banget. Tapi itulah yang gue rasain, gue khawatir kalo dia bakalan macem macem disana. Padahal adhit, sahabatnya ole bilang ole gabakalan macem2. Gue juga udah tau ole itu gimana. Tapi yang namanya ‘kebawa suasana’ still exist, ryt? Gue kesel dibales lama, padahal gue lagi butuh ole. Gue lagi pusing. My head ready to explode garagara belajar math. Gue mabok math. Terus gue butuh dia buat nenangin, but he wont be there. Mungkin dia lagi sibuk sama temen temennya. Harusnya gue ngerti. Biasanya gue ngerti sumpah. Bahkan biasanya gue malah ngejauh biar ga ganggu acaranya mereka. Tapi ini gue malah kesel. mungkin karna saat itu gue butuh dia juga. Jadilah gue seperti itu. Gue kesel. kenapasih ole bales bbm gue seadanya jadi gue sama sekali ga terhibur terus gue mikir kalo ole lagi having fun sama temen temen cewenya. Kenapa harus cewe sih kan ada cowonya juga. Well, mungkin karena pikiran gue berantakan jadinya gue mikirnya dia lagi macem2 sm cewe. Dan berakhir dengan gue nangis. Cengeng lo de. Pas nangis tuh ada aja pikiran gue, lyk “kenapasih gaada saat gue butuhin at least hibur gue kek yang lagi pusing. Ini malah dicuekkin. Bales bbm seadanya. Terus gue harus jadi orang terheboh gt biar ole bales heboh juga tapi percuma kan ole juga balesnya lama.” Sampe akhirnya gue bilang ‘bbm me if you already have a lil time for me then c:’ ole jawab ‘ih kok kamu gitusih?’ ‘yaudah’ trs gue tambah nangis pas dia bilang ‘yaudah’ berarti dia rela bikin gue nunggu kabar dr dia even sampe malem. Terus gue liat di timeline gue ada tweet-an temen cewenya ole gue makin memanas. This is the first time, i admit that knowing nothing is better than knowing everything. Kepo = salah banget. wanna say you hate me for being cengeng? hate me then.

Terus gue bbmin ‘aku ditinggal trs yahh, hm have a good time with ur friends then. I wont bother you:) Thankyou for the tears you made me cry. You disappoint me. Thankyou for gave me a lil time to chat at least i know that you did everything ryt. Sorry for made your day even worse. Sorry for made your mood down. I didnt mean to make it happened. I jst need you. But you wont be here. So have fun there. Ily’ gue nungguin balesan dia sambil nangis. Tapi bbm gue ga dibales bales. Karena mata gue capek. Akhirnya gue tertidur. Sampe gue kebangun jam 3an udah ada bbm kaya gini.

Gue mau bales tapi gue ngantuk. Gue mau bales tapi gue masih kesel. akhirnya gue diemin tuh bbmnya sampe akhirnya gue kebangun lagi dan mau bta. Gue tetep kekeuh gamau bales. Gue masih kesel. gue masih sedih. Ole bbm lagi. Gue ga tega ngediemin ole. Akhirnya gue bales. Gue bales sesingkat mungkin sumpah. Gue ngerasa jahat. Gue gamungkinlah ya cerita sama ole gue kenapa. Karena alesan gue konyol. Argh shoo shoo the negative thinking away. Tadi gue bta, gue menceritakan ulang kejadian kemaren sama sahabat gue. Gue bilang ‘wajar gaksih lo cemburu kalo cowo lo sama temen temennya ada cewe jg eh trs nginep, diluar kota pula’ disitu rebek bilang sebenernya ada 2 macem jealous de 1) lo jealous karna lo sayang 2) lo jealous karna lo mikirnya negative terus. Lo harus tau, sahabat gue itu kalo diajak cerita suka ganyambung. Tapi kalo nasehatnya udh keluar ya, yang namanya hati tuh sejuk banget. Gue terharu punya sahabat gt. Tapi gue tetep sayang sama rebek. Rebek ailobeyu.

Gue juga nanya kenapa display name ole ada ‘:(’ balesannya sweet. Ha ha call me kampungan because i really am. taugaksih gue bahagia sama ole. Setelah 2 tahun gue pacaran sama orang ‘jahat’ alhamdulillah yah gue dapet way better than the old one lah. Biasanya Cuma dikasarin, dimarahin, disia siain, dimodusin. Hehehehe seneng dan lucky me dapetin ole :’]

i'd love to have this so much things from you.




1. Get kissed in the rain
2. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
3. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
4. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
5. Have that moment where you just gaze into each others eyes
6. When you cry, he kisses your tears away
7. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
8. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you
9. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get
10. A guy who squeezes your hand
11. A guy that says he loves you and means it
12. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
13. A guy who is loyal
14. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead
15. A guy that will never judge you for how you look
16. A guy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make you smile
17. A guy that is the same when he is with you and when with his friends
18. A guy that tells you everything honestly
19. A guy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
20. A guy that is always let you win
21. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against
22. A guy who calls you at night just to say hi and see how your day has been
23. A guy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
24. A guy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad even if you're quiet
25. A guy who you can hang out and have fun with
26. A guy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all just because he missed you
27. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life
28. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance
29. A guy who says he likes you without any make up on
30. A guy who can be yourself with and he'll never give a care and would still tell you that you're amazing to him

a month anniversary

i love when i met you in the morning

i love when we met again in the middle of the day

i love when i'm thinking of you at night

spontaneously,

i love everything on you

everything you did, every word you say, every move you made, every step you take

even i love to see you, walking around

i love when we look each other

i love when we spent our time together

i love your voice and your smile

i love the way you play with my hair

i love the way you take a step closer with me when you can't hear what i said before

i love youur big tummy

i love your curious face

i love you more each passing day

this is real life. i just wanna face it. lemme hold ur hand and i will let you to hold my hand, so we can go together and forever. happy first month anniversary, make it last baby! ;D

malem takbiran

hows your day? mine? was so great and uh-mazing B)

spent a day with my boyfie, named ole :-] we went to central park and went to cinema. friendship was still amazing tho ive seen it 2 times. we went to sky dining, plaza semanggi but then CLOSED! DAMN._. so we have changed the plan, plan A: Blok S. ya you know lah ya, perut ole tuh besar perlu asupan gizi secepatnya apalagi dia lagi 'puasa' hehehehehehehehehehehe karna blok s so far far away akhirnya makan di ef pancoran situtuh ada hokben muter muter sampe jam menunjukkan stgh 10. dad, am sowwy ga lagi2 pulang malem hehe maaf ga izin juga tp udah izin sm mama kok tium papa dulu ah:*

anw ole tuh zupadupa sweet beroh, ilovehimtothebones. kalo mau ngambek sm doi, paling gkbs. tauga kenapa? soalnya he always know how to make me smile, laugh, blushing at the same time.

PS: le, stop hurting my neck. terus gausah sombong mentang2 kuat gendong aku. terus gue bosen. sendirian di puncak. kedinginan. butuh ole. nih mukanya sedih in needed of ole, banget :{

the best woke up, so far :}

august, 28-29th

we were skypeing for lyk 4,5hours then my boyfie having sahur so am waiting til done! i havent sahur yet because i have no food, no friends, no dad, no sister even my cousins. you know what suram is? yay me!! after sahur we went sleep he sing me to sleep hihi i love it. then we sleep um its about 04.30 am and i woke up at 06.30 and when i woke up he's still there {}{}{} and my eyes wow O.O lyk Panda.


august, 29-30th

at Puncak. my mom decided to go to here. hahh am alone. and so you know, my boyfie is the best boyfriend ever so he called me via skype we were singing all night long. oh how i love when my boy playing guitar, pretty sexy uh? :-}


always sing me to sleep :P



my baby ole alay



my babyole is still sleeping ;D

Kungfu Panda 2 so effin funny!

just got home from sency and tebet with my baby ole :3

Kungfu Panda 2 so effin funny! you have no idea how often i laugh at Po. then we went to Dunkin Donuts, tebet. he hold my hand while across the street just want to make sure i'll feel safe. he never afraid saying 'iloveyou' in public. the way he hug and kiss me by surprise always be my favorite part of my life. Ole always made my day. thankyou for today baby ole, you are uh-mazing!♥

#BoysWho

the way ole treat me always be my favorite part of my life! i'm complete now! ;D

#Boys who listen to what you have to say, not because they have to, but because they care
#Boys who always smile when you're together
#Boys who always know just what to say to make you blush
#Boys who casually put their arms around you.
#Boys who hold your hand without asking.
# Boys who kiss you all over your face until you smile
#Boys who can't go a day without talking to you.
#Boys who like to play with your hair
# Boys who rub your thumb while holding hands.
#Boys who give amazing hugs.
#Boys who sing to you.
#Boys who have standards, and don't go for every girl they see
#Boys who make you feel safe.
#Boys who go shopping with you and don't complain.
#Boys who hold your sides and look into your eyes while having a conversation
#Boys who whisper in your ear.
#Boys who try to make you smile or laugh when you act mad.
# Boys who make a good impression on your friends and family.
#Boys who can cook.
#Boys who refuses to hang up the phone at night to spend a little time with you, even though they're tired.
# Boys who sing you to sleep.
#Boys who aren't afraid to say, "I love you" in public or around their friends.
#Boys who aren't afraid to be themselves, no matter who's around.
#Boys who only like you, not a million other girls.
#Boys who make jokes and look back at you to see if you're laughing.
#Boys who wouldn't want to change one thing about you, except for your last name.
#Boys who brush your hair behind your ear before they kiss you.
#Boys who perfectly remember the first time you met.
# Boys who are sweet, but not to the point where it's corny.
#Boys who are in bands
#Boys who are awkward, but it makes them even cuter.
#Boys with long eye-lashes.
#Boys who don't use you then leave.
#Boys who hug and kiss you by surprise.
# Boys who don't flirt with every single girl.
#Boys who you can never stay mad at, because every time you look at them you can't help but smile.
#Boys who remember small details about you.
#Boys who would rather stay inside and watch movies with you all night than go to a party.
#Boys who you can trust with anything.
#Boys who hug you tightly and don't let go.

been nowhere.

its holidays here. and my days lately? it has been lyk... um not-so-good. when i got bored i usually go on Dvds for lyk 3 or 4 of them. i go online. post something on my blog, view your accounts, stare at the pictures of yours. its been sadly 96hours since the day we hang out.

ive watch this Dvds which my sister bought. aah its-a-must-watch-movies.


and the next day, i go online. decided my boyfie to go to online either. we were skype-ing for lyk 2 hours. i miss him. suer. samber geledek. so, here it is the pict:



haha cutest boys alive! he played with his smack down "doll" um doll, isnt it? i cant stop laughing. ya know, he always know how to make me laugh<3


when i said 'le aku foto ya gaya dong gaya.. 1..2...3....' terus langsung gitu gayanya haha my boy is funny ryt? i love himmmmmmm

2days-in-a-row with oyee

hai. aku ole. aku enjut. aku suka makan mcd. pahaku besar. sebesar cintaku padamu. haish.

yay 2days-in-a-row with oyee!♥
plan: watching ladda land at Blitz Grand Indo but ladda land thingy is over so we were taking fast and furious 5. the film was amazing and awesome ahhh. then we went to kafe betawi for break-fasting yayyyy! that picture taken by me. candid ;3

next day:
driving by myself to Tebet in the morning ya know having study in the morning not-so-good so-not-good whatev. but theeen i went to komplek akabri yayy nyulik oye bentaaar buat nemenin makan sekalian jalanjalan. we went to epicentrum. lunch at comic cafe. kenyangnya nampol. ohya! we took some photos also:$ deadanolenarsis

ole genit. kedip kedipin mata. gue senyum senyum kegirangan. dasar alay luuuu.

mukanya ole polos. kaya pantat bayi. dia punya gue. gaboleh diambil pokoknya. awas ajasih kalo ngambil. kena tonjok sama gue. huh.

my baby ole way too sweet

I look in your eyes and all I see is my future, It may sound immature saying all these so young but that’s how I feel and my feelings don’t lie, it's true and will always stay true. When I’m with you I feel like I’ve something that no one else have in their life, I have someone so special who cares about me as much as I care about him and who loves me with everything which is something really hard to find. You make my everyday so special and something to look forward to.

You make me want to do better and make something out of myself, you’ve changed me, changed me so much that I’ve quit doing all the stupid things I used to do before meeting you. We face the difficulties any other relationships might face but ours is more special, the circumstances are different and no matter what I will always love you with all of my heart.

I’m grateful that I have you in my life and to call you my boyfriend. What we have is special and something no one can ever have, we are young and full of life and people may say it won’t last but baby believe it when I tell you this, I will make it last and it will last till the end of time with you by my side.

I feel like I’m finally worth something to someone and belong with them for the rest of my life. I promise no matter what I will always fight for you, stand for you and love you always. I can to keep you happy and always smiling. I can’t promise you a definite happy ending but one day we will have our day when we can say we have made it and not have to face these obstacles that we face now. My love towards will always be and stay true to you. . I am so lucky I have found a fantastic young man who loves me unconditionally and is super cute to boot. I will not let him go for anything in the world. I love you so much. Pinky Swear :-)




taken by: Rizky Mu


"aku cinta dea sampe mati<3 bodo amat"

Random songs

I'm in a total boredom
Sitting nicely in the corner of my room
Listening to random songs
Posted a blog by my laptop

All these random songs keep reminding me of you
Somehow all the things i have smell of you
I miss you. a lot. a lotta more.
My head keeps playing the clip of all the time we've been together
Automatically
I dont know how to stop missing you
It plays itself, automatically

Then i'm stuck
Its lyk theres something explode inside my head
The clip stopped
I'm lost

Now playing: DJ Got Us Falling In Love - Usher ft Pitbull

P.S : gue bosen. sendirian. ole belum bangun. mati yuk.

olee for life

Im gonna write about stuffs. Not really stuff, it's just it. Im gonna share what's inside crawling down my thoughts. Ive never felt like this before. The feel you made me feel. And if i had the whole world to describe how much you mean to me, it wouldnt all fit. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. i love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride, so i love you because i know no other way. And If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever. If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. If you're asking if I love you, the answer is yes I do. Thank you for loving me that much♥



this photo: meliapolis, Plaza Indo. we were having dinner oh i mean break-fasting together with my family at koiki restaurant, Plaza Indo. yak, another awkward situation.

oleee all the way