at first, i thought that day was special. but it wasn't. pms day 1 made my day even worse. so, that day i decided as my-another-bad-day :'''
ole asked me to hang out this saturday. am happy. at least he tried to made my day better. hiy ilovehim♥
october, 8th
he picked me up. he gave me something. then he told me to looked back. when i saw a box in the back seat of his car. i was lyk 'AAAAAH BUZZ LIGHTYEAR' I'm a huge fan of buzz lightyear. ah ole thankyou for the gift, i really lyk it. and i kissed his cheek:$
got buzz light year from ole
we watched green lantern. the film was uh-mazing. Ryan Reynolds way too cool. i cant help my self for falling in love with him. note: le, he is just an actor that never be mine. don't be jealous. iloveyou ahahahhahawhatever. we took some photos either. the result was cacat. lyk ole said gue harus berenti makan beng beng. my cheeks is getting bigger....
ole got an accident:( getbettersoon, njut. dont be trauma bout this ya. you're my man. my superhero. my everything. ilobeyou.
anw, thankyou for a-late-anniv-celebration. thankyou for the gift. once again, Happy 2nd months anniversary le. fight less, love more. lets make it last, forever. you KNOW when you've found that right person. .That no matter how bad you fight, no matter how much they hurt you, no matter what happens. The only person that can CLICK with you, in the whole world. I don't want anyone else. I only want to be with you. I want you. everytime girls come near you i get jealous. maybe sometimes we fight but i never wanted to get over it. bcs you're the person that i want to spent with, only you. please can we be the same lyk this? can we be in love lyk this? everyday? everytme? forever? i cant write all of the stuff we've been doing. but i know why i want to be with you i know why i got jealous i know why i really want you i know why i always miss you. its because i love you. Well here it is. here the fuck it is. I don't want anyone but him. Sometimes it takes making mistakes in life, to realize what you've done. taking a step back to realize that you've fucked up. Bad. bad this time. You can't live this one down. You cant go without pain, on this one. you can walk and talk your way out of everything, but this. this takes time, and effort. pain and heartache. But I don't care. Really!
You make me laugh at things that aren't funny. You make me smile without actually being here. You make my stomach flip by a text. You make my heart drop just by saying hi. I hate to admit it, but OH MYYYY GOD, you're beyond amazing. :D
Love is sweet when it's new, but it's sweeter when it's true! :) ♥ EVERY MOMENT I'M WITH YOU FEELS PERFECT. i feel safe when you hug me and kiss me. I wish those moments would never end. The way you look at me, your smile, your face, your smell, I wouldn't trade them for anything else. You are the best thing that came into my life, you are the greatest miracle God has ever given to me. I love you and I trust you with all my heart, and we'll make this love last.
Have no guts to say this long writing to you. Bcs I know you'll get bored when you read this long writing.;( So I post it on my blog. Hahahaha I love you le. Very Much. lyk my favorite scene on toy story said 'whatever happens at least we'll be together' 'for infinity&beyond' hehehehe iloveyou to infinity&beyond le♥
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