never stop hoping

at this moment, i just wondering, if me and him have times to do the same thing lyk we did before. share anything bout ourself, maybe our relationship wont turn out this bad. i hope our relationship will get better and better each day lyk the old time. i really wish our dreams come true a dream that we always hope will come true: grow old together and have sucha great times together lyk we've planned before but after all, i know i will never be okay. you know what sucks? realizing that everything you believe in is complete bullshit. why you have to be so careless and heartless? you dont even worry if i told you something that scared me, a lot. thats the time when i need you the most, even when i have tears going down my face, i always manage to say those two words "im fine". i thought he'd be there when im sick, he'd be there when im in tears, he'd be there when im just bored but my thoughts r wrong :"""

im good at hiding my tears hehehe good then you never realized that im in tears. i keep smiling, no matter how much you making me sad on the inside. smile is the only way to make you stop from asking what's wrong with me, rite? so i will always smile in front of you no matter the situations are..

I LOVE YOU

I don't care how hard I've been trying with our relationship. How many times you've been hurting me. Or how you can't feel the way I feel. I know that every little thing we've been through was real. I Love You too much , Le :} kisses & hugs for you. Let me keep that lovely letter and the feeling and those memories forever. 

 

With bunch of love,

You-Know-I-Love-You♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GORGEOUS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE HOT-SEXIEST MEN IN DAAAA WORLDDDDD!!!!!!!

OH FINALLY YOU'RE 17th NOOOOWWW!!!! I LOVE YOOOUUUUU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAYY LOOOVE♥

6 baby!

So long guys, so how things so far? Pretty good, huh? Mine's pretty surprisingly shocking. Anyways, Happy 6 Months anniversary to my greatest guy in town. Thank you, youve always been there, the good times and the bad. Within fights and affections, within arguments and hard decisions, within everything i fell in love. So much drama to put on to this blog. It was so hard and hurt to admit that you were really not here. And it was so much fun and exciting knowing that you're still care. I don’t know what it is about you, maybe it’s the way nothing else matters when we’re talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. It could be the way that you say 
the exact right thing and exactly the right time but whatever it is, i just want you to know that it means everything to me. Thank you for bringing me rainbows after my darkest nights of all time. You have no idea how much you mean to me. I thank God for He created such an amazing creature like you. I Thank God also, that i'm still holding you tight and i thank God for you so affectionate.

you know what is love is when you realized what you fought is worth fighting for. My boyfriend is worth my time, my energy, my sweats, my thoughts, my mind, my heart. He's so passionate, forceful in a good-way, looking good, bold, affectionate, such a forever guardian, indescribable boyfriend you could ever ask for. Thank you, youre all that matters. I love you. Be with me for the rest of my life <3>