forever grateful

Do you know that feeling.. When you know things you'd rather not know. You find things you didn't looking for. Things that make you feel insecure about yourself. You feel so lost and feel like I am in a bottom of my world  and being in that moment is making me so vulnerable so don't blame me for the tears. Now you're just laying there, questioning yourself, "am I good enough?"

But something slaps myself across the face and pours cold water over my heard and yell at myself, what in the world I could possibly complain about? It makes me aware of all of the things I am so lucky to have and also the fact that I am fortunate enough surrounding by perfect family, wonderful friends, lovely boyfriend, and all amazing people. Someone else is happy with less than what I have, so really --what more can I ask for in life?

There is always something to be grateful about even during the deepest fall of our lives or the highest rise of it all.

There is always, always, always something to be thankful for.