i thought...

i thought i wasn't that sensitive,
i thought i wasn't that care because it was such an habitual thing,
i thought i wasn't that emotional,
i thought i was strong enough,
but,
i was wrong!
i'm sensitive, but i always pretend that i don't care,
i do care, but i have my on way to show it,
i'm kinda emotional, depends on the circumstances,
and i realize now that i'm not that strong, it isn't like i used to.
this is the first time. haha i cried on my mom's shoulder (instead of crying on her shoulder when i was a baby&kid)