"gaada yang abadi didunia ini" "including kita? ga abadi? ooh" then he mad at me. is it wrong if i ask you that question? i know i'm not that good for you. i know i would never be the girl you've ever wanted. but is it wrong to love you forever? i want you forever. but if you said theres nothing last forever in this world. can i be your nothing? can i?
if love hurts why its exist? sometimes i wish i was a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken heart. i should never have cared. but i do. i care a lot. and that hurts myself. all the things you had say. they were never true. i shouldn't believe. i love you, i really do. but it feels lyk.. i can't fight for you anymore. its not because i don't love you anymore. its because you were never fight for me. so why should i? you've changed, i've changed. everybody's changing. i won't stay. but my heart says i should stay. i don't know who i should follow. my heart or my body.
i believe in quote says "when someone comes into your life, God sends them for a reason. Either to learn from them or to be with them 'till the end'"
no matter how many tears dropped on my face,
i learn a lot from you, O.
i learn about patience,
i learn about caring,
i learn about loyalty,
i learn about acceptance,
i learn about love.
thank you for the super amazing time we spent together,
thank you for our beautiful moments,
thank you for your presence.
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